Miss Independent
Well I gave up on getting help from all of these people who are supposed to so called help (Vocational Rehabilitation). I did a vocational assessment and I pretty much have the idea that my counselor is not going to help me at all. After she told me I would need an address before she could transfer my case or a job offer before they could help me move, I went out and tried to make it happen. I got approved for a 1 bedroom apartment, found out they have a special transportation van that takes disabled people door to door where they need to go, and I even got an interview for a law firm that helps with SSDI, employment discrimination, personal injury, etc. My counselor actually got mad at me and told me I was moving too fast. I got so fed up with her. She would not even sign the paper I needed just verifying I have a disability so I could turn in my application to get special transportation services. Luckily, my neurologist's nurse signed it for me and I sent it off. I just really want my life to change for the better. I gave up on life so much but ever since I been taking the anti-depressant I just want to do everything I can to change my situation. I think I got the job. I will be moving in 2 weeks and I am registered for all of the classes I need for my paralegal program. I am excited about living on my own. I know it will be hard. My dad is worried about me getting around the big city by myself, being 3 hours away from home, and living by myself. I have to admit I am kind of nervous/anxious. What if I need help opening something or what if I can't reach something? Am I really ready to be living by myself, paying all of my own bills, and cooking all of my own meals? I wish I could be doing all of this as an able bodied person but I think I am up for the challenge. I have always got the most joy and felt the most normal when I was doing things that made me feel independent. I really believe living on my own taking care of myself and being in the big city where I dont have to worry about driving will be a good change for me. I think it will help my confidence and just being away from all the negativity, drama, and depression in my family will give me a fresh start. Wish me luck. I will keep you guys posted
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