Not myself
For the last few days I have not been myself. I have been trying for the last six weeks, walking, watching what I eat, and to me I see no different,, and my blood pressure is still high. The doctor had said I may need to go to the hospital, but all they do is test, fill me up with drugs, ask me if Iam depress, and I just shake my head and think NO! I love you poking me,and talking to me when Iam full of drugs. Now I want to go and spend time with my Parents and sisters who live in England, but the doctor said get the blood pressure down. I am trying, she put me on new medcine, and told my daughter, with me sitting there, that I need to remember that I have two major things wrong with me, high blood pressure,and diabetes. This I know, Iam not silly, but I have changed since the stroke, and I want to see my family. They came to see me two years ago. My husband, try to understand but the other day I lost it not like me. My daugter is great, she has two children, and the grand kids are my heart, but I ach to see my Parents, and my sisters. During the day I get lonely, I do not drive, I went for a bus ride, but waiting for the bus, and it was hot(I live in Florida) Iam normal so postive, but my head is hurting so I know back to the doctor, and to the hospital. Sorry, it could be worse, I do feel better just typing this down, I am a praying women, and I know it could be worse, so what is wrong?
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