Fed Up
I have had my share of Emotional Lability and then some but I know what annoys me, what I believe and want for my own life, can make good decisions for myself and I'm not a child who needs to be told what to do and think and I'm not brain dead. I'm sick of controlling know-it-alls telling me what I need to do, where I need to go, what I should say and do, what I should think, who I should react and interact with and how!
I realized a couple weeks ago that Emotional Lability or not I've done pretty darned good at keeping my cool and usually only blow a gasket with those who provoke me or mistreat me. I'm not at all right now very remorseful about the hurt feelings of those people. Back off and your feelings won't get hurt! Seems simple to me!
If I ask nicely "please don't do that", don't give me some reason why you think its okay so you're going to do it anyway. Newsflash! I don't want your guidance nor your opinion! i ASKED YOU TO DON'T DO IT. Not to give me some sermon or lecture. I feel like no one takes me seriously unless I'm ranting and raving "oh, Jamie's not really upset she's not throwing a fit". Well, if that's the way this game is played and I do have to yell to be heard, then suck it up, crybaby!
I've felt bad about myself and beat myself up for two years because I fell for idiots telling me it was my fault for being angry for being pushed around. For having Emotional Lability thrown in my face as if that means anything I feel can be dismissed.
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