grandchildrens birthdays --- and the disappearing gumpa
so we totally missed Lillys birthday - Dan to ill to go anywhere (April), and today was Westons birthday party here in town... gumpa was just to tired - and didnt feel good so he basically did not get out of bed at all today .. not crabby, just to tired, and sore.. the torn bicep is really "aching" all i can say is god - damn stroke strikes again... continues to rob everyone... you know everyone says be grateful( and i am) that dan is still here.. but i watch all the pieces of our/ his life that don't ever get to be.. now weston did come over and see gumpa after the party , and dan bless his heart was nice to him, gave him a hug and a kiss. and weston squirreled away.... dan just seems so tired as of late not much stamina at all.... yes we have done lots.. but still he is relativley young... his awesome physical condition is slipping away... i am watching his arm athropied , not much to be done.. Tag our dog came home today.. dan seemed very happy to see him... although tag enjoyed his vacation with my brother and ( tags own brother copper) .. they went hunting together and took down a raccoon. ... i am working on little decoration projects for the yard that specifically make it more difficult for peering eyes to be watching ---- maybe not the most positive or constructive thing to do with my time... but i need a little piece of privacy.... my old farm is looking pretty good to me- snow and all.... the animals could exist, we could exist.. but it is no longer a option and i cant help but to give a quick turn of my head looking behind me.... although nothing back there is helpful - the past is the past -- it still hurts... the farmers are longing for their home...hopefully a new home can be built, one with a fence for the animals , and space.... and PRIVACY--- animals will be welcome but no Gorillas.... LOL
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