I am feeling so scared, have to write to get it off my chest
our school is starting tomorrow. our kido will be senior this year. I can't believe this is his last year at home before he flies off to college & we will be empty nester. I am filled with so many emotions, I am scared, excited, grateful all emotions filled into one. I am grateful for getting this second chance in life to be able to raise him with my amazing hubby. I don't know as a parent when do you think yes your job done well, now even if death comes knocking on your door you are ready to go. I guess I am getting greedy in this second chance at life & want to see him growing into great young guy & also play with our grandbabies some of the games I played with their dad. I have been very hands off in his high school years & it was hard in the begining, but now I am completely out of touch, he has been handling everything & as promised have not given me any reason to interfere. I still need to learn to let go & let him fly & not get attached to results, hardest lesson of all if you ask me
Asha
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