Time stood stll
Well I've been helping my ex husband out with getting our son ready and off to school for he is working out of state and has to leave about 4:45a and my son's bus comes at 8:10a. I don't mind for I'm not working yet. Well I'm not one to really blog but I'm going through a strange experience, in my mind I feel like I never left and it's been almost a year that I've moved out. It looks the SAME way.. but really messy. I'm at a crossroads for i want to clean up for my son also lives here but I'm torn for it's not my house anymore. The biggest challenge for me is telling myself all the time is 'Time Has Passed' I want to just pick up from where we were and I know he doesn't feel the same for he still has ALL the past to contest with. We're not fighting. We're not rude to each other. I'm not leading with my heart here but my memories are trying to break me down to think It's just been a few days.
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