Trying to move on
I haven't posted in a long time. I just can't hardly do the sadness anymore… Strokes like Dans are so all encompassing that it is for the most part all i have been living and breathing. And I think I have suffocated myself with it… so i have been going out more, doing more and unspoiling the baby as my girlfriend says… Dan has been getting his meds adjusted.. who new set of meds so he has been tired and despondent. I have no idea whether or not to expect light at the end of the latest medication trial … But I am trying to detach a bit emotionally, its is just to much and it is killing me…
There is tons to write about and nothing to write write about all at the same time … In the end none of it changes anything.. It is what it is -- it none of it is very good...
I just thought I would "pop" in and say hello - we are still alive, no major catastrophes but nothing worth "writing home about either"…. Nancyl
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