Day 346 07.07.2015 Grandma has passed away peacefully
I don't want to say unfortunately as I know she's in peace now but grandma Adile has passed away in my mother's arms yesterday about noon time, 7th of July 2015, 346 days after her stroke on 2 August 2014. Her organs failed and that's our guess, her WBC count was 15000, about 2.5 times her normal, 6000, no fever, nothing, normal heart rate but her respiration was broken, like a dog who ran hell fast, dunno what that's called in english, that kind of broken breathing.
She couldn't live for a year, but she made us or at least me more loving, caring then ever. She still tried hard to make us better, and that's what I believe actually. She thought my mother, tried to ease her passing away in the 11months, coaxed my mother for her safe passage...
The doctor said she had some more blood cloths, maybe more than 2-3, although I thought the doctor was making this up, as there was no fever, no irregularity in her bpm, her brain or lungs could be failing, so the doc chose the one more confusing, anyway, can't judge or blame anyone.
My family is grateful for all the help, support you've provided for grandma through this network not withstanding the thousand miles and the ocean in between us.
I believe she's peaceful now...we all should be...she saved herself and my mother from eating herself away.
Love, I believe love will save us from ourselves, save us from the things we call good-bad, because we made them up, I believe everything's happening for a reason, and that's a good reason...so everything's good...something you consider bad is good for your body, we need to stand up tight, strong and care, love ourselves and then care for each other, starting from our families but not caring less about others too...we are all 7 billion people on this great planet with many more animals...Peace should be our main concern, peace inside, peace outside our bodies...then our lives has a meaning...
Thanks once again a million for your messages, support.
Let me know if you're ever visiting Turkey, Izmir, pergamon, Ephesus, etc... I'll be happy if I could help. I'd make grandma proud
Cheers,
Cagin IPEKOGLU
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