My Blog 8 November
Well, I thought about this blog, the long and the short version after talking with my God and my wife and reading my own notes about what it is I want to say....Here goes, my condition is slowly getting worse to a point I can hardly walk, think, or do the things that was once easy for me to accomplish.... I can hardly stand up on my feet from the bed, walking is scary, going to the bathroom, getting up from the commode by myself is truly a task very hard to accomplish now...
In a sense I am handicapped beyond my abilities with my left side paralyzed beyond my control so now I stay home all day, daily with the dog and four pups that are growing up fast and waiting to be sold anytime now.... I use my scooter to see after them as best I can because when they get out their area that is the only way I can pick them up to put them back in their play area.... I cannot stoop over when standing with my cane..... I take my reacher to change their pad in their cage and the mamma dog has her own pad to TT on but I take her outside to poop as she loves to ride on my scooter....
l can still drive but don't anymore my wife has to take off for my VA appointments my mind goes on what I'm doing and I can't concentrate fully enough anymore....
My yardman had a stroke and was buried on the 5th, he didn't survive so that bothered me too with me telling myself it could have been me since he was only 62 years old in great health.....
My knees are the other reason I can't walk very good or much and must use the scooter inside and outside.... My mental mind is affected where I just can't think good with the things I want to do I can't comprehend.... My wife tells me things I just can't remember 5 minutes after she tells me.....
There is plenty more I see I made notes about writing but my mind is gone now and I need rest from trying to think what I am doing in the first place.... I am scared if I lay down I may not wake back up so I will just sit up till she comes back from church.... She said I was in no shape to go to church and she would pray for my health with the Pastor of our church....
Maybe later I will try again and write more on this blog so pray for me you all I just have lost it for now!!!!!
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