I refused to go to that dark place instead I focus my energy on the beauty of the day it may only be 6 degrees F but it's a beautiful day and I'm very fortunate to be here and I thank God that I am still here.

What a great day I made a wonderful roast beef dinner and my wife proclaimed that it was absolutely delicious boiled that put a smile on my face well today I beat her to the punch I actually had it written down and I gave her food I said and here's our dessert menu if you'd like to look at it she just smiled and laughed which was nice to see Survivor have their own challenges but caregivers have a separate set of challenges that we don't understand we can't understand and just like our family members can understand what we go through I pray to God I never have to understand what it's like to be a caregiver and I pray to God my family never have to know what it feels like to be a stroke survivor.

Be blessed and be a blessing,

Jay