acceptance
OK. So I needed to talk
My ex-husband finally said he has a girlfriend. I should be happy for him and I am but.. he and i are great friends yes but he is the ONLY man in my life I know of because my life basically started after my stroke. But why do I care? I guess it's the fear of feeling being damaged. I feel like a hypocrite sometimes.. I often say to people the shouldn't feel that way and now I'm the one telling ya'll that. I know realize i was in denial. What he doesn't understand, 1. I'm over at his house 2. The way we kid around is what we were like before the divorce. Nothing physical but that is all i knew from him. I must sound like a dunce.. but i had to vent
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