Pity party is over..
I am sure, that I am in some form of denial here from the Stroke. I sometimes, feel, I do more comforting to other people, helping them come to terms with my stroke. I pretend it is okay, and that I am fine, when actuality, I am not. Yes, I have been to therapy over it, and learned the stages of grief....
I went to volunteer at the church today, the attendance was down due to the 4th. I had some feeling of rage, with God, when I opened the door. Maybe I should seek counseling from our church's counselor?? I think, the only answers, I will have to inquire on my own. I also feel funny being open to a church member, than pretending to be a normal functioning member on Sunday. I am weird enough, that my PCP goes to my church.
I really thought, that my life would unfold the way, I had envisioned it. Gosh, why did I fool myself, for all of those yrs.
The pity party, I threw last night, for myself is over, thank you for all those who came:)
Stroke at 27yr old,
now 29-Amy
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