I could just scream!
Today, I had to spend time with my sister-in-law, mother-in-law and husband's nephew and his wife and 2 kids. We all went to visit my husband in the hospital.
It's not my mother-in-law that's my thorn in the flesh...it's my sister-in-law. She's very high and mighty, knows it all and is better than anybody else unless they have money. Her big thing is appearances...if something is wrong, don't let on it's bothering you...just smile and look like everything's ok. I've never been one to throw bull poop and candy coat anything... nor one to argue...To have to stand up for my rights to think as I think and look the way I look....basically to be who I am...but everything I do/say/think is wrong. I'm not good enough to be in her family and to be married to her brother. She 'raised' him because she's 18 months older than him. She raised Joe and her only son so well, that makes her the best mother there ever has been or ever will be. Everything I've done with my son has been wrong and has screwed him up. That's impression I get whenever around her.
Why do I let someone else's opinion of me influence me so much? Why do I care?
This all made my visit to see my husband very bad, because I was/am in a bad mood. I can't stand the witch. She's so shallow. I wish I could divorse her!
Thanks for letting me vent. I needed to get this off my chest.
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