Blues and Greys
The fine line has been crossed. My poor hubby looks at me and asks what he can do to help. I don't know anymore. He is such a wonderful person. I miss the old Richard so bad tonight. It does not seem to get easier with time. There are times I try to think back and then I cry. Why bring up something that is no more? It is a new time and age. I have learned to live with it most of the time. It is so hard when I need his arms and his wisdom and his touch just to let me know he is there.
Am I out of my mind? It seems like it lately. Too much going on and only one to do it all. "Bring in help" I keep getting told. Easier said than done. Super Woman has cracked and the super glue is having a hard time filling the crack in.
Smile Maggy, it can only hit bottom and then you will bounce back up. You have bounced before you can do it again. :bouncing_off_wall: God please forgive me. I can not even muster up the thought of praying for myself tonight, I hope someone else will for me.
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