I'd like to share the wealth
You know, it is a good thing I don't have powers like God is supposed to have. I would abuse those powers, not a doubt in my mind. I seek revenge on those I feel deserve it. Well I am wound up about the spouse and his mother. I know I should not be letting them make me angry, I know I am a better person then the Narcissist and his mother who seems to adore her youngest child a tad too much, where it borders on incest and being sick. But You know what? This is my blog and I'm going to say something because it is how I feel in the anger of the moment. I hope the two of them have massive strokes.
I'd like them to know what I have lived with and overcome. I'd like them to be mortified over the ignorant things they said and did. I hope I'm around to see them suffer. I want to enjoy the irony of them suffering something debilitating.I want to see the two of them swing in the breeze because neither one can cope when something goes wrong and neither of them has a ounce of inner strength to get out of their own way. I'd like to see them have cases of depression that meds can't break. And have to drink liquids that are thickened and have lumps in them. Have them feel the the betrayal when friends leave and there isn't encouragement and support. I want them to feel everything I have and more.
Yup, I think I'd like to share the wealth. I don't want to be selfish and keep this life altering experience to myself. Hell no! It is a fun ride on a roller coaster. It is time spent in cyber space, it is patience waiting for the passage of time, to move on in this fun event filled marathon. I'd like them to see for themselves, how much fun it really is to be a survivor. Then they will know that I am not faking anything or being lazy or taking advantage. Because to hear the little woman dole out her poisen, I'm almost as bad character wise these days as Hitler. I find that insulting. So I can only comfort myself in my fantasy world where the mother in law and her son share the wealth of my experience.
Yup and I will be a bitch and dance around as best as I can and laugh gleefully when it happens.
Pam
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