GOTTA FESS UP
OK,
I "TRIED" TO "MAINSTREAM" WHEN I MOVED FROM ALABAMA TO KENTUCKY AND LIE TO MY NEW EMPLOYER ABOUT MY "CONDITION". I REALLY THOUGHT NO ONE WOULD KNOW. GUESS WHAT, THEY DO DO DO NOTICE AND HAVE WAY WRONG IMPRESSIONS.
I DO NOT DRINK ALCOHOL. I HAVE A NON STROKE RELATED PANCREATIC CONDITION, BASICALLY REALLY LOW BLOOD SUGAR, WHICH WHEN IT GETS REAL LOW, MAKES MY BREATH SMELL KINDA "FRUITY".
ALSO I HAVE NEUROLOGICAL TREMORS. I TAKE A MED FOR THIS, BUT WHEN I "OVER DO", WHICH I HAVE LATELY, I SHAKE.
ALSO, WE HAVE THE "BALANCE" SITUATION GOING ON WHICH IS NOT OFTEN. HOWEVER, WITH THIS NEW JOB, EVERYTHING I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE DOING , I AM.TODAY, A MANAGER ASKED ME IF I HAD A "DRINK" BEFORE I CAME TO WORK, AS I WAS CLOCKING OUT. I SAID" WHY WOULD YOU EVEN THINK THAT?". SHE SAID, YOU SMELL LIKE BOOZE AND YOU STUMBLE SOME AND SHAKE.
I WAS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO EMBARRASSED THAT I RESPONDED" I GET NERVOUS WHEN I AM NEW AND THAT MAKES ME SHAKE AND STUMBLE, AND IT MUST BE MY HAIRSPRAY". THEN I SAID, " I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. I WILL BE HAPPY TO TAKE A DRUG OR ALCOHOL TEST". SHE THEN REPLIES, DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT, IT'S PROBABLY JUST ME TODAY.
I WAS SO SO SO SO HUMILIATED I COULD DIE. NOW, I GUESS WHEN I GET THE GUTS UP, I WILL HAVE TO TELL THE TRUTH. I WAS SO SO SO SO HOPING TO GET AWAY WTH BEING "NORMAL." OBVIOUSLY, I CAN NOT. I AM BALLING MY EYES OUT.
KIM
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