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Bank Holidays Are So Sleepy


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About time I posted. It's been an exciting week. At physio I lifted my heel while standing, seems walking is quite close now. The infected ingrown big toe nails I've had pretty well since the stroke and were so sore are finally improving dramatically. A national magazine may print my story. I'd like to think that knowing how close a shave I had (at one point life support went off thinking I'd die, and the family expecting a funeral instead saw me breathing, THAT close) might be encouraged that things really do get better and people come out the other side. Then Friday I had no water. I reached the full filter jug, found it too full to pour from the high worktops; not my height in this wheelchair. The feeling of success on carrying to a low worktop where I could pour it. Best water I had in a long time! Week rounded off my seeing Michael Schumacher beaten, doesn't get much better than that (he's my unfavourite Formula 1 driver).

And so to sweet Monday, a sleepy Bank Holiday in England. I thought I'd round off posting the lyrics to my favourite songs. I played "Behind Blue Eyes" when I couldn't move, as I have blue eyes it sums up all I had then, my eyes and "Everybody Hurts" holds special meaning, it played right after I found out chemo on my husband wasn't working (he is fine now, thankfully treatment worked in the end). Definitely relates to the struggle of stroke. Lastly an irreverant silly song that cheers me up "Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life".

 

The Who - Behind Blue Eyes

 

No one knows what it's like

To be the bad man

To be the sad man

Behind blue eyes

 

No one knows what it's like

To be hated

To be fated

To telling only lies

 

But my dreams

They aren't as empty

As my conscience seems to be

 

I have hours, only lonely

My love is vengeance

That's never free

 

No one knows what it's like

To feel these feelings

Like I do

And I blame you

 

No one bites back as hard

On their anger

None of my pain and woe

Can show through

 

But my dreams

They aren't as empty

As my conscience seems to be

 

I have hours, only lonely

My love is vengeance

That's never free

 

When my fist clenches, crack it open

Before I use it and lose my cool

When I smile, tell me some bad news

Before I laugh and act like a fool

 

And if I swallow anything evil

Put you're finger down my throat

And if I shiver, please give me a blanket

Keep me warm, let me wear you're coat

 

No one knows what it's like

To be the bad man

To be the sad man

Behind blue eyes

 

R.E.M. - Everybody Hurts

 

When your day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,

when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.

Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.

 

Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along.

When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)

if you feel like letting go, (hold on)

when you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.

 

Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.

Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your

hand.

If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

 

If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,

when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.

 

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,

everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.

And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.

Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade)

(Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)

 

Monty Python - Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life

 

Some things in life are bad

They can really make you mad

Other things just make you swear and curse.

When you're chewing on life's gristle

Don't grumble, give a whistle

And this'll help things turn out for the best...

 

And...always look on the bright side of life...

Always look on the light side of life...

 

If life seems jolly rotten

There's something you've forgotten

And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.

When you're feeling in the dumps

Don't be silly chumps

Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.

 

And...always look on the bright side of life...

Always look on the light side of life...

 

For life is quite absurd

And death's the final word

You must always face the curtain with a bow.

Forget about your sin - give the audience a grin

Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.

 

So always look on the bright side of death

Just before you draw your terminal breath

 

Life's a piece of ****

When you look at it

Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.

You'll see it's all a show

Keep 'em laughing as you go

Just remember that the last laugh is on you.

 

And always look on the bright side of life...

Always look on the right side of life...

(Come on guys, cheer up!)

Always look on the bright side of life...

Always look on the bright side of life...

(Worse things happen at sea, you know.)

Always look on the bright side of life...

(I mean - what have you got to lose?)

(You know, you come from nothing - you're going back to nothing.

What have you lost? Nothing!)

Always look on the right side of life...

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Diane, I go to visit my Mum in her dementia lodge on Monday mornings when Ray goes to Daycare. Mum is regressed back before speech now, but I was singing silly songs walking round and round the corridors with her and she was humming a little to join in. Music affects us all in some ways.

 

I like "Always look on the bright side of life" I think "life's a laugh and death's a joke" had summed up bits of our lives too. I had viral pneumonia and one of the nurses said to me:"I thought you were going to die on me last night." so I'm aware of what REALLY breathing means.

 

You are an inspiration, you know that? I hope they do feature you in a national magazine, to give people an awareness of how the human spirit can survive against great odds.

 

Sue. :chat:

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Monty python are my heros...very irreverant of me.

 

Bright side .....always makes me smile.....

 

 

Glad you continue to make progress, keep up the good work

 

Mary

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