My fears
Hello all, watching the 9-11 tribute for the 5 yr. anniversary has had me in tears for those ppl who lost loved ones, and it has also stirred up raw emotion in me. I have fears. I fear the death of my daughter and husband. I honestly don't know if I could do it by myself, I get so much strength from them. Then I play a video in my mind of being a widow who is "disabled" and how well I could survive on my little Disability check.
Okay, I know I would put one foot in front of the other just like I did after my stroke, and have support from family and friends.
Is it silly to have an outline in your mind on what you might do in a situation like that? I'd pay off our house and any other debt we might have then. Live more frugally than we are now. My hubby keeps all our books in our house since he is the best one for that job. I could always relearn.
I shouldn't be concerned with something that hasn't happened, but the news has my brain going down that track with the 9-11 memorials.
I can't worry about things out of my control. I think I will go to the grocery store and pick up something to make tonight for dinner. And I am not buying any comfort foods.(even though I want too:)
~Amy
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