Hi - I am still here
HI guys -
Jeez, seems like everytime I get on here there is some kind of crisis. But I was PM'd by a friend who had noticed I hadn't really participated so I thought I put a little something up.... Had a really bad day yesterday - was driving and forgot where I was going and how to get there - thank goodness for cell phones! (and that I was still in an area where I could get signal -we are way out in the boonies so that haven't gotten that far with cell towers being everywhere......I've actually been having some really , really bad days. I'm just so tired and unenthused about life - I am going to my counselor on Monday - I don't think my meds are working. I have tthis thought that maybe it'll end up that they'll hospitalize me for a bit just to give me a break and my loved ones a break too. I've been having stupid thoughts and more than enough pills to do things with.....but that is the reason that I keep a pictue of my gorgeous girl right where I can always see it - so no worries there.
I am just so tired, and so tired of being tiredm, and not being able to do what I normally like to do - I think I'm going to have to have someone come in to help with housework....I just can't do it alll.
But had a good night's sleep last night and ate and remembered to take my pills this morning.....and iI'm going back to bed to sleep for a bit.....Love and kisses to all.....No worries - as my DH tells me - everything will get better and things won't always be this way......
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