Thoughts from Today
Thought I would start putting my feelings here because I think it will help. Here's a link to my introduction so you can get my background:
http://www.strokeboard.net/index.php?showtopic=6292
I hate being so far away from him! I'm on the east coast and he's on the west. I just get to talk to him once a day now for just a couple of minutes. I try to call about the same time each evening as it's been working out fine. I have a job that doesn't allow me to get up at the same time all the time. I was about thirty minutes late today. Well, he told me I woke him from a sound sleep. Now he did tell me he loved me. That was one of the first things he said to me. After he told me about me waking him, I said I'd let him go and told him I loved him. Then, when I hung up, cried. It's so good just to hear his voice and that he is doing so much better. We used to be so much in contact before this and this separation is so hard. I felt guilty about calling him. Tearing up again even now. I was in a fairly good mood before this and now I'm sad again. When are these up and down emotions going to stop?
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