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I think I figured out one of the reasons I have been so depressed.I have had no improvements (that I could recognize) in the last couple of months.All the waiting and waiting and excersising and practiseseems so useless.YesyerdayI went for my hearing test and what do you know?In the word recognition part,I went from a 38%to 96%.It really changed my attidtude.My big black cloud lifted and stayed gone for the whole day.I even went out with the girls last night eventhough I was exhausted.I caught myself laughing and thinking"Hey,I am laughing again/Beebn a long time."I know I won't keep up with such drastic improvements but it gave me hope that maybe something is mending up thereIt's hard not being able to see what is going on.I even ased the doc if we could do another MRIbut he said "only if they think something is going wwrong not when things are OK.I woke today with tremendous back pain.I think I forgot to take my back pain med lAST night.I have NEVERforgotten to do that.!!Another first.I actually slept OK without it.......Up until early morn.Tried some stretching and stuff butnoting seems to help except those medsI used my massage chair when I finally couldn't take it anymore.not bad for no meds
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