my best friend
i am so depressed and my heart is breaking. i had to put my best friend down today, she was a beautiful 10 year old german shephard. she developed a spinal degenerative condition and couldnt use her back legs. i was selfish and kept her with me until she let me know she was ready to go. yesterday she started chewing on her paw and ripped her nail out and chewed it badly. i was told she has no feeling back there anymore. but i was not going to let her live like this anymore and she told me she was ready to go. the vet came to our house and let her die in my arms. i have not been able to get on the floor and love and play with her since my stroke. she kissed me one last time and closed her eyes and was gone. she was full of life up until yesterday, then i knew it was time. my heart is breaking. idid'nt need anymore stress right now. but it is done and she is running again and outside loving the sun. i will miss her terribly. good bye chobie, my best and loyal friend who never left my side and didnt turn away from me when my body changed. you will always be in my heart.
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