Thanks for everyones support and love...
I want to thank everyone who wrote regarding my last blog. It means alot... Divorce is cruel, but as alot said it may be a blessing in disguise. And yes, he is a "rat" for leaving a disabled wife. I think its a sin also...
I thought I'd grow old with him and we would be at each others side when our time came. The heart is going to take a long time to heal, but someday I'll be able to look him in the eyes without crying. I never knew what pain was until this... Its different when your heart gets injured, it can't be surgically repaired. I've never had to be on nerve pills until now. For 45 years of my life I refused to be called a nutcase. Now that nutcase will survive and love again.
I have survived 3 brain aneurysms and a stroke, but I don't feel very strong now. Its too new, only 3 weeks since he walked out... Where did all that strength go? I only had a 2% chance of living 2 years ago, but I'm still here.. After all I've been through, yes, this is the hardest... He was my true love, it was love at first sight. He took his wedding ring off the first day, mine are still on...
Where he used to lay in the bed is so empty.. It tears my heart in two... The nights are the hardest. I was crying myself to bed every night, not eating, but something or someone is pulling me up, and I believe its God... My Mom is the best coach, telling me I can do it.. Thank God for Mothers..
Its so sweet to have all of you that care... God Bless.. You all brought tears to my eyes... I love you all..
Sherry Roupe
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