Another day and I feel stronger...
I will beat this thing called "divorce" and be stronger for it... Here I am 45 and soon to be single again. That's scary!! So many terrible diseases out there, afraid to trust anyone. I'm giving myself at least one year alone, absolutely no male relationships but friends. I need this time to heal and find a way to make sense of this.
I'll always be a person that loves marriage. This is #3 for me... I thought the 3rd time would be a charm.... Guess I'm that kind of person, loving, caring, wanting to share that with someone. I've never enjoyed being a loner. I told my Mom the other day, I want to experience life to its fullest, she thinks I'm crazy. She's only been married once and she's 65.
I lost my brother when I was just 5 years old to cancer. I've never had my Dad around in my life much, maybe its a space I'm trying to fill. I'm trying to figure me out... I'm not a therapist, but have some idea why I need so much comfort.
I am one of those people that enjoys the togetherness of a marriage. I'm not giving up on life, never... I'm a survivor... Don't know why I'm writing for sure.. I find comfort in all my friends here who have given me support. Again, thanks for all the support from everyone.. I appreciate it very much.. God Bless..
Sherry :giggle:
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