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Hello everyone,
I have been meaning to update my blog but everytime I think about it, I end up doing something else. Well, here is my update. I did start boox last week. It was a lot of pain but I didnt even flinch. I think Im immune to pain. Well I guess it worked but I cant really tell since I've already seen changes from the baclofen. I have to go get more next month and I am supposed to be going back to OT. Lately, I have been feeling so discouraged. Does anyone ever get in that mood where you are just tired of being the way you are? Everyone I see looks "normal" so sometimes I forget that Im not like them. and then when I remember, its like wow I dont walk like them, my hand doesnt look like theirs, I cant see what they're seeing. It has really been bothering me lately. I don't know why. Also classes have been stressing me out. I am not doing too good. I am still passing all of my classes. I just set my expectations so high and I hate making mistakes so when I dont reach my fullest potential, I feel like a failure. School is the only thing I can do. If i can't stay good at that, I have nothing. Well I am done ranting for now. I have a lot of work to do and I havent had more than 4 hours of sleep in the past week so bye everyone
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