Divorce
Since last time I've typed to you I received a first draft of the divorce agreement. We are trying to avoid a messy court battle, at least I am. I really don't want to drag the kids through that.
First, let me say that I am largely at fault for the failed marriage. I'd probably estimate the fault lays 70/30 on my head. I did some things I regret and she can't forgive me for them (not that I blame her). I didn't cheat on her, but I just wasn't a very good husband.
I get the agreement and right in one of her statements was her throwing blame at me for something new, Something she had previously accepted responsibility for (before our separation), and frankly blame played no part in what needed to be accomplished in the bullet point. It's only purpose was to anger me, and it did.
I have apologized many times for my transgressions. I have admitted much. From my point of view she has decided I could do no right and her no wrong. I guess that is her right, but it really hurts. I am just hoping I can get through this without having another stroke
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