It has almost been 4 years since my stroke and I am living in two very different worlds. One is the world of thoes who knew me before my stroke and the oyher is thoes that have known me since my stroke. My realations with thoes that now me now is very supportive and positive, while thoes that I knew before is quickly diminishing. The pre-stroke people continue to find any excuse possible to blame my stroke on me. The fact I really don't have a history of excessive drinking, and have been 100% sober since my stroke has gone over everyone's head. It is really becoming time for me to decide which world I want to live in: and the choice is really obvious. The damage and hurt caused by thoes pre-stroke people can never be made up for. I have learned one very important lesson from the Bible: it is easier for a camel to go thru the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the Kingdom of God. My sibling units are only concerned for themselves and thier money. Basically, I have gone through one of the most tramatic event anyone can go through, and Teddy has been the only one to care about me.

I have made contact with an attorney, and I think a lawsuite can be the only way to resolve the situation. n a way my sibling want to just write me off like President Kennedy and his family did to JFK's sister. Just send me to an institution and forget about me. I don't think so so. "I'll be back".