wow, I am really lucky!
I just read all the posted responses to my "anniversary' blog message...I can't believe that so many people remember me after I've been so remiss about staying in touch. Guilt! Guilt! But, so good to know that you are all here.
Larry and I made it through the day pretty well. It hit me a couple of times, but the good thing about being this busy is that you just don't have time to feel too sorry for yourself. I reminded Larry tonight that it's been a year, and started telling him about what I remember of that day, but he shushed me and didn't want to hear it. I don't blame him, I'm sure that remembering how terrifying that day must have been is not fun for him. He really lives pretty much in the moment these days and doesn't seem to spend a lot of time thinking about the past. If I mention something from the old life he usually just shrugs it off. Like Ray, he's content not to strive for very much, and maybe that is OK; he worked hard all his life and now he's finally getting the rest that he needed more than I ever realized.
Well, enough for now. Just wanted to say thank you again for all who have been and continue to be such dear friends. I'll check in when I can, and certainly wish that I had the time to be here more often!!
xxxoo
-Janine
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