coloradokares Wonderful world ...still
This weekend I went to my Granddaughters Baby shower. I dont think she will go past her due date of June 8. We are getting excited although there is a difference when its not a Grand Child but a Great Grand for one thing it reveals our age. We know that it is supposed to be a girl Madison will be her name.
At the Shower I became over stimulated and could not pick up silverware or release it or do anything. Finally as frustrated as I was I started to cry. I did go off to be my myself but someone must have noticed as Susan came I asked her what I was doing and she did not know so she got me a drink of soda and sat me down and asked me not to get in the sun at all. Stay put and try not to create any more issues. I think I was left alone and when that happens I dont always think rignt about what I am trying to do. She got upset with me as it is her daughters shower and she is busy. Maybe I should not go unless someone is delegated to assist me It was a very sad day There were almost a hundred people there of which I knew maybe 10 of. That is more than I can do I guess.
Now Bill Bless him is doing what I would want but it means being on display like an exhibit again.... my brother is not doing well. He was diagnosed Agent Orange from Nam. Not good at all. He is going on the traditional ATV trip. I dont ride anymore not that I wouldnt but I got really injured about a year before my stroke and almost lost my left leg. Anyway Myran has had strokes due to Diabetes and Heartattacks too. He does better than I in that he can drive etc. But between the two of us we learn make magic moments. I am so disoriented after last week and getting in trouble and confused I wonder if we snould just stay home. But it seems my Brother has far more comprehension of what my life is like than even my Daugter in laws etc. They are of the opinion they should not helo me or Ill never get it and they cant figure out why I would not be as good as everyone else Its been 2 years now and Myran even drives in other words get over it already. So it was a good week and a very sad time for me when it should of been happy.
I do wish I had my old life back sometimes. Love Karen
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