to be free
I was reading someone else's blog and they said they wish they had a day where they weren't needed. God I dream for a day like that, but is probably best not to, since it probably won't ever happen. Even if I get away by myself for a few days, the thought won't go away. It just stays there like a fly to the sticky tape.
I know I talk a lot about my therapist. But one time she asked me, if your husband just flat out left you or asked for a divorce how would it make you feel. Much to my own surprise I said free. Sometimes I feel so trapped. Of course, I would never leave my husband or I would have done it by now. I love him too much. I don't even know why I'm writing this. Maybe I just want to FEEL FREE again. I guess it's just one of those days and I'll be back to normal soon.
And yeah, I know, so many people have it much worse than I do.
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