Ty lookalike update! Turns out the guy is a dreamer, he isn't my landlord at all, just a glorified contractor. The realtor set me straight, said he has been telling that all over town. So gee, now I know keep my distance, unless I'm in distress and have something I just cannot do. Now if I could only win the lottery...... I hope he is around when I get back from grocery shopping today,I cringe at all those bags of groceries that will have to be carried in to the apartment. If he and Mr. Clean are around maybe I'll charmingly ask them to help. I've already got it figured out, I'll only have to put away the cold stuff today, the rest I'll leave till friday as Kurt is dropping me off at 9 and the guys aren't coming to the apartment to hook up the phone, cable and hopefully DSL till 11. I can ride back home with whoever hooks up my stuff to be at the house for the bus at 3. Suffice it to say I'm all off balance, I can't wait till Sunday morning, then I can start to get over all this emotional stuff that is weighing me down. So when are you all coming to visit? Should my feelings be hurt that it is the Ty wannabe you are all coming to glimpse? I'll let you know when he starts working on my bay window roof, he told me yesterday, next week he'll be banging on my roof. I did bite my tongue. The words bubbled up to the surface that "you can bang on my roof anytime" But I bit my tongue, I don't flirt. At least I don't think I can flirt, that is a female art I never quite got the hang of. I think I was absent for a few classes, I somehow missed the basics. Well I'll ease into this whole lifestyle. I think I'll swear off men, flirting and relationships for awhile.

Pam