Feelin Lowsy
Ugh. So I just had one of them days. I wasn't feeling good today and then on top of that I had my CT so I couldn't eat after 10:30. After that I just wanted some peace and quiet and i just feel so bad because I keep pushing Trinity away. I feel like the eight hours that she is at school isn't enough time away from her and it makes me feel like a horrible mother. I just want peace a quiet all the time anymore. I feel so lowsy. What's wrong with me? I don't want to make her feel like I don't love her or like her or want her around. It's the last thing that I want to do, but of late, I can only take so much of her before I have to get away from her and it honestly makes me feel like a steaming pile of crud. Not feeling these mood swings. Emotional whiplash is a bitch.
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