oh, no, not me again................. LSL The best thing you did is be honest with yourself, take it one munite, (see how it is,) one minute at a time I got family who think I got nothing else to do, when getting out of bed is the start of a good day. Find, and keep people who will support you. If it's just us, so be it, use the message board, my email is on my profile.
Prayer is good if it helps you. I personally have used mine when the Good Guy saved my daughter.
The important thing is that we truly understand. oh yea, a smile works too.