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I will have to understand that better

Hi Katrina.

I know we were able to speak a little bit last night, the only person that you should have in your life that controls your feelings should be you. I understand living paycheck to paycheck is hard. My best friend is the single mother of two boys, and she does all of the financial stability by herself. And you're right it's not easy she struggles every single day. Like you she is a very intelligent woman and I know she has gone through some of the same struggles.

You can't let the availability of your two friends dictate your happiness. We all get depressed every now and then, I myself am going through a spell at this time.

I understand for you it's hard because unlike some the people that were on chat last night, you don't have a significant other to share the burden. That doesn't mean that we don't understand. If we ever have a chance to talk can I'm going to let you know that you are not alone and maybe we can work together on our depression. You are the most positive person I know and a very wise woman, so I know that you make the right decisions.

amen

That's fantastic. I may be calling you soon for a ride

I totally agree with oldmman57. I loke the fact they stock up on things but since I am on a low sodium diet, Im scared to start doing so. Looks like fun though

I know I sound like a broken record but I have always felt like I have not belonged. Like Im trying to fill in for a "kelli". Filling in ones shoes Im not sure. Being your ourn you start your own memories yes but having people knowing you and not quite understanding that you are a new you is difficult, thats all

Brilliant

I understand about the leaving the house. My husband works and when he comes home I want to go out and he wants to rest. Listen. work may or may not be the way it was before but oh well.. There is not sense getting yourself worries about that. You have no control of it. C'est la vie Live now. Dont paint.rest your eyes and chillax....:friends: :friends:

I have been reading more on the Dali Lama myself and I agree with you and him. There is truly a reason why you are here. You are here as a vessel to share all the good karma with

Ruth, it's high time for you to have both keys, yours and William's key. Lock the door, you got one keys on you!

I have to agree. I lock the doors for I know I cant react fast as I once did. Either he knocks or has the other key

I left a great job after my stroke and am living with my SSID as well as my husbands pay. Its tight but I get so worked up by noises at home I could imagine working. I'm glad I can rest.

HoneyYou do not have that luxury. You are depending on others to tell you and unfortunately they add their spin.

A mantra for you to repeat>

"I AM A LOVING, WORTHY Expression OF GOOD.

This will bring your mind back to peace. Jeanniebean

I love it and thank you

thank you guys. I really needed that. Love you all

people pay big money for a dog who is a great as him. he must love you a lot

Lydia I told you we were twins seperated at birth

I Think it makes sense in having him paid for that, I'd say do it because It really is costly. I wish you luck in getting all the paper work done

as you I can relate to the fighting but one way to be stronger is don't tell yourself . Even of you are tell yourself not to believe that. The mind is a wonderful tool. think positive. love ya

Yes, this is scary. I know how you feel. I left an abusive husband, went back to school and worked full time, from being a stay-at-home mom. A lot of the time, I think Garion (my oldest) got the short end of that deal too. I also look at friends who lived their lives differently and think that if I had lived my life the way they did, I'd be "further along that road" too. BUt then I think I also might have had my stroke sooner, and I might not have the 3 kids that I do. OK, I'm not surrounded by the same material things that many of my friends are and I don't have money "to burn." BUT....I have Garion, Jalane (Laney) and Logan. Those are the greatest treasures in the world, and ones that cannot be taken away by a down-turned economy!

 

I'm not good at letting them go either. The phone rings and I jump because 2 of my 3 are living out of the house now. They will always be your babies, asa mine will always be my babies.

this is really starting to be so cool that you are more me then .......well me lol

Lydia... this is really spooky

Thanks guys for all your responses. I'm glas we're all going/gpne through this

lydia, you are so my twin

you are in my prayers.

Asha you're wonderful