HI I AM KEN 1950 EXCUSE CAPS. NOT SHOUTING HAVE TROUBLE REMEMBERING WHEN TO USE UPPER AND LOWER SO I US UPPER ONLY. IT HAS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON THE NET OR IN CHAT ROOM. AFTER MY 4 STROKES THAT WERE CAUSED BY PFO I HAD THE HOLD CLOSED AND SO FAR NO MORE STROKES. HOWEVER FROM THE FALLS I HAVE HAD 3-4 CONCUSSIONS. I ALSO HAD A BIG ONE WHEN I HYDROPLANED OFF ROAD AND ROLLED THE CAR PUTTING FENCE POST 6 IN FROM MY HEAD. MY ANGLE WAS AND HAS BEEN WITH ME. I DO NOT HAVE SERIOUS DISABILITIES LIKE SOME OF US BUT WHAT I HAVE HAS CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVER. I HAD SOME PROBLEMS BEFORE THE STROKES BUT THEY WERE PRETTY MUCH UNDER CONTROL. AFTER THE STROKES THOSE PROBLEMS GOT WORSE . BUT DID SEEM TO IMPROVE SOME OVER TIME. SINCE THE CONCUSSIONS THOUGH EVERY THING HAS INCREASED 50% OR MORE. THE MOOD SWINGS, MEMORY LOSS, GETTING LOST WHEN OUT , I HAVE A GPS KNOW TO FIND MY WAY HOME.THE INCONTINENCE WAS BETTER TILL I REACTED TO THE DRUG VESICARE, I WAS FOUND BY A NEIGHBOR PASSED OUT . HAD SIMILAR EPISODE 3 YEARS AGO AND IT SEEMS BOTH DRUGS HAD A FORM OF QUININE IN THEM. SO THEY TOOK ME OF THAT AND THE INCONTINENCE IS BACK SO I STAY HOME. THEY HAVE PUT ME ON SO MANY DRUGS. ADDED TO ,INCREASED, CHANGE TO SOMETHING ELSE AND NOT A THING SEEMS TO IMPROVE. NEUROPATHIC PAIN RUN 4-6 24/7 INCREASING TO PLEASE GOD CUT MY ARM OR LEG OFF. MIGRAINES ARE UP TO 4-5 A MONTH WITH MILDER ONES IN BETWEEN. THEN TO TOP OFF EVERYTHING ELSE I CAN NO LONGER PERFORM MY HUSBANDLY DUTIES. MY WIFE IS A SAINT WITH WHAT I PUT HER THROUGH. WE LIVE VERY RURAL SO SUPPORT GROUPS ARE A 30 TO 60 MIN. DRIVE EACH WAY. I GUESS I ' M ASKING IF ANY ONE HAS FELT SO LOST AND SO ALONE . IS THERE A PLACE ,REHAB. HOSPITAL OR SOME PLACE TO GO FOR A WORK UP AND GET THINGS ORDERED ALL AT ONE TIME TIL THEY WORK. IT SEEMS A HIT AND MISS AS AN OUT PATIENT. I HAVE PRIMARY WHO IS GREAT TO ME BUT THEN THERE ARE 5 OTHERS RIGHT NOW AND HAD BEEN ANOTHER5-6 THAT I FIRED. I AM JUST TIRED OF NO SLEEP, HURTING, FORGETTING, NOT KNOWING HOW TO DO SOMETHING ,FOR GETTING AT I WAS GOING TO DO AND ALWAYS SAYING I AM SORRY. SO PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF SOMEONE FOUND A WAY TO DEAL WITH ALL OF THIS OR PLACE I CAN GO. THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU KEN 1950 & KAREN