Another day of sitting here wondering what on earth is going on. I went through four wonderful days of hardly any headaches, had my balance and was even able to speak with someone about a possible job even though they knew fully of my current issues and they are still interested.
Then, it all comes crashing down again. the shakes, the loss of balance, the disorientation, the confusion, cant hold a cup of coffee and then going back into that valley of depressesion. I read these posts and want to some day be able to give comfort to someone else out there and not seem like I am screaming for attention. The best I can do is let someone know they are not alone as I have felt until I found the wonderful folks on this website.
All the doc combined are still arguing about the correct disagnosis with one saying that I should be fine, one saying I have definite deficiences that were not there before and one saying that she has found a Chiari Malformation which is in all likelyhood caused the issues with the stroke and is now makiing things worse and would require surgery to fix. Well if that is the case, so be it, bring it on and lets get moving. I am going to make a supreme effort to find all this out, stay positive and try more to understand everything.
To anyone feeling the same right about now, you are not alone. I cant offer any suggestions or answers, other than that.
thanks again for listening.
Rico