For a good while I wondered when will things be back to normal. Normal to me meant spending friday nights with my husband watching movies or some sort of family outing and just enjoying the evening together. Normal meant having my husband to look after me. Normal meant enjoying my laying in the bed while he get up extremely early to pray and read his Bible. Normal meant being able to talk to my husband about whatever bothers me. Once I took the focus off us me and realized that my husband and I have the great opportunity of created new memories, carving new paths, and enjoying our marriage together as if we were new couples. I am thankful for the opportunity to live in the new normal. I am enjoying the miracle of life. This journey began with the Drs. preparing me for the worse by telling me that my husband had a very bad - massive brain bleed and there is nothing they can do. Here we are almost a year later and while my husband continues to require 24 hour watch, he walks without assistace, feeds himself, clothe himself with minimal assistance, and he tells me over and over how much he love and appreciate me. I am enjoying this new normal it is such a beautiful life of love and happiness.