Dear Butch,
Please take into consideration what Jean, Amy and Lynn have said. I too am a caregiver and there are times it is very tough and I want to throw my hands up in the air and run as fast as I can from it all. Normal feelings. I love my husband, kids and parents too much to ever turn my back on them. There are many good people on this sight that will let you vent your frustrations and not put you down for it. Every now and then it is all right to have a self pity party as long as you get up the next day and begin anew.