Since I & we contemplate with our new world I sometimes look around , and see the world full of drug addicts, alcoholics, smokers,obesity& just lazy people.Let alone a majority of those people still walk the normal life. Thats when some times I get upset, even my wife who is dangerously obese, smokes 30 a day , has high blood pressure 160/ 100 & never exercises still has a normal life I tell her she must do something only to fall on deaf ears. Then there was me correct weight, good B.P. bit of a sport addict, although smoked 15- 20 a day, liked abeer or two ( socially), then Bang look what happened. A bloke I knew ran along the beach religiously 3 miles, dropped dead before he hit the ground.So whats going on you look after yourself and you cop this & if you abuse it you keep on living the normal with of course problems as well. So sometimes I get jealous of people who abuse themselves and still got a normal life, how do you guys look at this. I know that abusive people have some complications of their own, but they can still drive, run, etc ,thats what gets to me from time to time.